fucking tired nowadays. work and work . zzz.
thanks to my brothers come down and find me lastnight while i'm working :D
is such a waste that i never take photo with them. >.<
play 5 - 10 with maomao . and is like playing cheat loh .
and tell you all one big big things.
there got 15 people.
only 1 people know how to play 5 - 10.
GOSH ~
i almost faint when i ask all of them -.- LOL
3people drunk at the end of the day.
i should take the photo of them loh. WASTED !!!!!!!!!!!!!
they look like clown at there lastnight .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!
and my leg is getting more and more painful -.-

i want make myself busy laaaaaaa ~
but it seems don't works -.-
ok. bye .



Labels : you made me in this state.

Yesterday when to geylang eat with friend around 1a.m
and my friend is so suey.
the car kana "tua" -.-
in the end cab home. what the hell.
nowadays keep meet my bro and sis and i'm working tonight.
i'm so fucking tired :(
i'll upload more photo some other day :D
byeeeee !!!




Label : Someday tears will fade.

aha. i'm back .
today i'm free that's why i will post here.
so busy nowadays . gosh .
tell you all a good news.
i found job and is at night one.
i need find one more job which is morning de.
any lobang ? :D

29.01.2010

midnight when to find jj , d and yx.
they cheer me up and they keep me laugh non stop .
they ask me not to think of him.
and of cause i've move on :D
no point crying over a spilt milk .
is mine will be mine so ... ya :D

after that back to home and sleep until evening .
and meet yc at my house downstair to boat quey drink .
cause i tell them i wanna drink until song song today and they allow. aha :D
reached boat quey , go rainning bar find V first . drink afew cups.
meanwhile , A , JJ , YH , SX , SY come.
go to martin drink , they play 5 10 is like wtf.
play cheat one . LOL
finish drinking go to Qilixiang open tower drink again .
Guess what , i open the tower and only me and SY drink only -.-
like i alone drink finish the tower -.-
that day i was like JOKE OF THE DAY. i look like clown making them laugh non stop.
haha.
went to river rest and got people fight -.-
LOL , LAME ........
when home after that ...

lazy say much already. LOL
well , anyway ,
really need to thanks my brothers and sisters who really cheer me up.
and my friends too .
they really so important to me .
Love you all lah :D

i'll end here now :D
byebye .
update soon.

i keep on thought he will come back.
few people say he won't come back anymore.
but i keep on hold on the hope that he will be back and i will get the answer i want on 28.02.2010.
why at the first place he dont tell me the truth ?
why until now i ask then he will tell ?
he know how i feel anot ?
did he really care? Nah , maybe he really dont care. :(

i keep on think he will come back de.
he still love me de.
all along i was a clown acting to make people laugh .
he should know how much i love him.
why i give in wholeheartly and i get this ending ?
what did i do to deserve this ?

those bear . those photo.
everything which got me and him i really cannot forget.
he know i need him. he know is hard to forget him. :(

down to drink with brothers just now .
all ask me to forget. hope i really can ba.
maybe i'm not good enough that's why he not coming back .
hope another girl will replace me .
and MAKE SURE another girl who enter his life really treat him well .
i really can't let go . i really cannot let go.!!!!!!!!!!
is fucking pain. i guess all girls know that feeling ba.
all say needs time to cure. this time round , how long can i cure?

i really don't know what to do now .
i'm totally so gone and crazy now .
What happen to me ?
IMISSHIM IMISSHIM :(
all my friends,sister and brother say i can do it.
i really can ? i'm so upset now.
why don't have another chance between us again ?
Just one more chance i really will do my best :(
no matter he will still love me the same anot ,
as long he come back i'll still do my best. :(

anyone can feel my pain now ?

all i think of is LQH , LQH , LQH .
WTF ~
he treat me like this why i still want him back ?
if he really back , i get his person and not his heart , what for ?
some people say ,
he will be back .
some people say ,
he won't be back .
i really dont know ..... he told me everything le.
should i carry on wait even though he said he still love me a little ?
is there a chance together back like last time ?
or all already over ?
told a few of my best friend about this.
they said . " he was using me and make me like a fool waiting for the answer "
at first i don't trust them.
but now , i think whatever they said is right .

everything end now .
yes, everything . :(
what is move on ? anyone can explain to me .
i feel so lost now .
going to bq later night .
drink until i song .
going to forget him after tonight drink .
i dont hate him , but as long he is fine will his life will do.





LQH ,
you going in army soon le .
better take care yourself okay ?
anything just give me a call.
I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT .
although we had ended but still i care for you .
dont drink so much le .
don't play so much too.
hope you really can found a girl who really treats you good ya.
i'll blessed you.
don't need worried about me .
i'll be fine :)
LOVES<3

Sometimes i feel there's something pulling me away from him .
He is so fine without me .. Gosh .
should i carry on wait ? or i just waste time ?
If we haven't break up , today is our 2month anniversary.
He promise me to watch "My Ex" with me.
we did contact everyday.

everyday i'll text him and ask "how're you?"
he will reply " ok ok . u?"
i'll say "What do you think? i'm not fine."
He replied " sooner or later you will be okay".

Gosh. Once i heard this my heart was aching like fuck.
the feeling is fucking .... ahhh .. don't know how to express my feeling out. )=
I'm really really troubled.why can't i just let go?

Sigh. still got one more month to go then i can get my answer.
i really want him to come back .
will those hope he give me become disapointment? )=

i willing to trade 10 years of my life just to be with him.
I lost my heart, can i have yours? :(

well , i think i'll carry on waiting till the day comes
no matter what's the answer will be , i'l still blessed him.
and i won't regret if he never come back ,
cause i know i already given him my whole heart before (=


LQH ..
Listen hor.
i'm still waiting okay ?
i really will text and call you everyday .
i really will fan si ni de hor .
cannot ignore my call or message okay ?
i miss you badly :(
Takecare.

Labels : In a lifetime , everyone is given two chances. you missed th first chance , if you did not cherish th second chance . We'll just bid good-bye. so give me a second chance , 不要判我死刑 )=