i keep on thought he will come back.
few people say he won't come back anymore.
but i keep on hold on the hope that he will be back and i will get the answer i want on 28.02.2010.
why at the first place he dont tell me the truth ?
why until now i ask then he will tell ?
he know how i feel anot ?
did he really care? Nah , maybe he really dont care. :(

i keep on think he will come back de.
he still love me de.
all along i was a clown acting to make people laugh .
he should know how much i love him.
why i give in wholeheartly and i get this ending ?
what did i do to deserve this ?

those bear . those photo.
everything which got me and him i really cannot forget.
he know i need him. he know is hard to forget him. :(

down to drink with brothers just now .
all ask me to forget. hope i really can ba.
maybe i'm not good enough that's why he not coming back .
hope another girl will replace me .
and MAKE SURE another girl who enter his life really treat him well .
i really can't let go . i really cannot let go.!!!!!!!!!!
is fucking pain. i guess all girls know that feeling ba.
all say needs time to cure. this time round , how long can i cure?

i really don't know what to do now .
i'm totally so gone and crazy now .
What happen to me ?
IMISSHIM IMISSHIM :(
all my friends,sister and brother say i can do it.
i really can ? i'm so upset now.
why don't have another chance between us again ?
Just one more chance i really will do my best :(
no matter he will still love me the same anot ,
as long he come back i'll still do my best. :(

anyone can feel my pain now ?

all i think of is LQH , LQH , LQH .
WTF ~
he treat me like this why i still want him back ?
if he really back , i get his person and not his heart , what for ?
some people say ,
he will be back .
some people say ,
he won't be back .
i really dont know ..... he told me everything le.
should i carry on wait even though he said he still love me a little ?
is there a chance together back like last time ?
or all already over ?
told a few of my best friend about this.
they said . " he was using me and make me like a fool waiting for the answer "
at first i don't trust them.
but now , i think whatever they said is right .

everything end now .
yes, everything . :(
what is move on ? anyone can explain to me .
i feel so lost now .
going to bq later night .
drink until i song .
going to forget him after tonight drink .
i dont hate him , but as long he is fine will his life will do.





LQH ,
you going in army soon le .
better take care yourself okay ?
anything just give me a call.
I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT .
although we had ended but still i care for you .
dont drink so much le .
don't play so much too.
hope you really can found a girl who really treats you good ya.
i'll blessed you.
don't need worried about me .
i'll be fine :)
LOVES<3