How does a relationship carry on ?
isit no matter how much you try and how much you tahan those unhappy things he did.
the history still repeat ?
no matter how much you said to him ,
just oneday he will totally forget about everythig ?
What is love ? anyone can explain it to me?
i don't know why , i feel so down right now at this time .
whatever he say one , i won't say two.
relationship takes 2hands to clap. why always i'm the one who trying so hard yet gain nothing ?
i already try my best not to angry everything he do.
as long he happy i will happy.
but sometimes , i sure will have something that really made me unhappy about it.
why i say to him , the things still carry on and on for almost 2months?
sometimes i will ask myself , how long can i tahan ?
i can tahan almost 2months, i must tahan how long then he will understand ?
isit his feeling faded ?
or he love me no more ?

who can tahan her boyfriend talk to his ex-girlfriend on the phone when you are around and you and your boyfriend didn't meet for 5days?
and not only one time or two time that the ex-girlfriend called ?
the ex-girlfriend call , boyfriend didn't even tell her that he's with girlfriend !!!!
Tag her in blog whatsoever !
sms and call everyday !


TELL ME WHO CAN TAHAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
only stupid people can ! FUCK IT !

come on , people who know me will know i'm not this kind of person who can tahan thing .
why this time round , i can tahan so long ?
i really want to wash my hand off already .

i gonna tell you this .
3months ? if really i can tahan until 3months ! that's mircle already !
if i leave you , trust me , you will regret how you treat me .
i can be gentle and caring for you always.
i can be the sweetest among all your ex-girlfriend.
Go think ,

while we are sleeping , suddenly thirsty feel like drinking water,
you ask me take water for you .
did i shout at you or what although i'm tired ?
sleeping people sure will kpkb if suddenly ask them do things but i never.

whatever . i dont want say much .
say already also one in one out.
if this carry on , i will leave.
this thing is sooner or later only .

i'm serious this time round. no joke!


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