Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Why is life so unfair ?





can anyone tell me why is life so unfair ?
everything i do for you is all bullshit ?
i trying hard .
drink and cry like fuck cause of you.
just i do one wrong things you sentence me to death ?
why i do to deserve all this ?
i trying to be a good girlfriend of yours .
why can't you be a good boyfriend of mine ?
i'm totally yours but are you really totally belong to me ?
whatever i say , you will one ear in and the other ear out .
isit i'm not good and caring enough ?
why am i so stupid to believe you again and again that you will change ?
even though i know you will never change ?
Should i say leopard never changed it's spot ?
i ask you before , have you ever lost someone before.
you tell me : yes and the feeling sucks.
the feeling i having now is what you having lasttime .
why you want treat me like this ?
what i do to get all this things?
i want and i need you .
i always speaking out everything for you to hear.
do you really know my feeling ?
why you always say i'm nuts when i'm crying and telling you everything?
Things will never be the same without you .

Whatever it is ... you happy can le.
take care yourself.
never regret loving you .





MeiQi ♥
Single . No Boyfrind . No Husband.
CHANGED .
Not The One She Used To Be.

Sometimes , Nothing's Needed ♥
Nothing Matters Now
是.我.天.真.还.是.你.残.忍♥


If you got my trust , Don't Lose it.
If you got my love , Don't Abuse it.




Being out of love is not a conclusion,
But a process,
It's a process for a complete love story.
Real love is not how much you gave up,
It's not whether the other party would appreciate it,
It's actually an independent existence.
True love doesn't strive for repayment.










为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题
最后却溃不成军


为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你


你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落


你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞


为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你


你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落


你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞


想念燃烧个不停
我快只剩灰烬
你是我的呼吸


你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落


你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞




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